Creativity

Creativity. its not something I lack the least bit. Don’t believe me? Go to my Instagram and ask any of my 130+ followers (SQUEEEEE THAT IS A HUGE F*CKING DEAL FOR ME?!?!) and look at my posts too.. well actually don’t XD.. Because I’ve taken everything down so far so nothing creative there.  The thing is, since this blog my dad knows about it and all I feel like I cant put down my thoughts on it. why? I don’t know I just don’t feel creative or sh*t if my dad is looking at everything I do. its probably because he would get mad at some of my content and stuff.. that is why I’m not telling him about my books or anything.  I have two new ideas for my books and I already got the covers made. here lemme show you

This is the cover for the book I'm currently working on (it's published, theres two parts to it so far)
This is the cover for the book I’m currently working on (it’s published, theres two parts to it so far)
This one is for a book called fake friends..  And don't go around stealing my work cause its already copyrighted X'DD
This one is for a book called fake friends..
And don’t go around stealing my work cause its already copyrighted X’DD
And this one is for a story called broken dreams.. I might alter it.. I don't know I don't like this design that much. maybe cause its to well.. to bright? idk it just doesn't seem right.
And this one is for a story called broken dreams.. I might alter it.. I don’t know I don’t like this design that much. maybe cause its to well.. to bright? idk it just doesn’t seem right.

So. back to creativity. I feel like if you ask me to make you something I could do it definitely and it will look kinda good. I have made things for other people (gaming stuff) and they loved it.  But, if my dad asks me to its like handing a person a piece of paper and telling them to make you a car. its not happening is it?  Why do I feel so shy or sh*t around him?  Well tbh, he isn’t very supportive of me.  Doesn’t give me comfort, doesn’t make me feel happy or loved or anything, one thing he does do though is make me feel, fat, ugly, useless, I guess I don’t have a good relationship with him.  Whatever.

Well, check out my last post and see my book on wattpad! maybe even follow me? (; or better yet just vote my book! 😀

Abi, or Renna if you see this thanks for being so supportive of me!! I love both of you sooo much <3 don’t know where i’d be without you two, Also, Emma too! I love all three of you soo much, thanks for being soo supportive of me! and my book (; love you both.  Renna the most -kisses- for renna o; and -hugs- for my sister Abi (not for real sister -_-..) andd -tickles- for Emma the bestie <3..

Okay I’m talking WAYY to much.

Cya later loves!

 

 

 

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